I waited my whole life chasing my hopes and my dreams convincingly enough my time excessively waisted overworked underpaid voices scream and yell messages received clearly I'm in hell never giving up it's not real it's all in my motherfucking head it never gets better painfully brutalized is this for real or am I the one of many voices controlling the emotional train wreck phantom of your own bullshit excuse live and learn ride or die living it up on the line of sanity pursuing the end of existence memories quickly fade life not a choise to be ever denied check it out I just died