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28 Mar 2020

Starting to fall back into my own my own hell fighing to avoid r such a downfall feel I weak in my mind body and soul I emerge from the rubble I stumble yet I remain humble juggling so much weight I'm damn near about to break it feels like fate imNever gonna be the same I'm slowly gunna resuscitate.   everyone is so Damn fake they can see that I'm about to break and Keep Doing what they're doing even to my face I can't do this this life is what I can't take I sit and look out my window pain feeling like Drowning in my own mistakes Then I stop and look at their little face remember why I'm still around even when I'm feeling down I can't let them down my life ... equals 3 how is that ?.. You see it's not just me it's my kids too nowG  what would they do without a mom I got to carry on I'll be strong that's why I made up this song finally not a damn sing along It's tough do you know trying to get out of the ghetto but don't make enough dough .don't have to keep it up on the downlow I've got to help them grow and do it like a pro Even when everything's getting Narrow and I'm dying in my own sorrow But I'm a mom Though so chin up and swallow another day we start tomorrow. another thing that once was borrowed I cant take no more no. things are fading between me and you and it feels like nothing I can do to stop it. you lost interest you been around even since our babies were infants I thank you for your assistance but I cant take anymore. my hearts getting real sore i feel like I'm the only one at war. all I want is you all to be happy not just me that seems to ugly for it to come naturally. I thought we were suppose to be you and me and our amazing family but it seems I need to hit reality. and get a bit more mantality and I will always show you hospitality nothing means more to me that you all are happy and smiling. I love you baby. I'm sorry that this is happening I would change it if I could believe me I really would. Found you .

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Starting to fall back into my own my own hell fighing to avoid r such a downfall feel I weak in my mind body and soul I emerge from the rubble I stumble yet I remain humble juggling so much weight I'm damn near about to break it feels like fate imNever gonna be the same I'm slowly gunna resuscitate.   everyone is so Damn fake they can see that I'm about to break and Keep Doing what they're doing even to my face I can't do this this life is what I can't take I sit and look out my window pain feeling like Drowning in my own mistakes Then I stop and look at their little face remember why I'm still around even when I'm feeling down I can't let them down my life ... equals 3 how is that ?.. You see it's not just me it's my kids too nowG  what would they do without a mom I got to carry on I'll be strong that's why I made up this song finally not a damn sing along It's tough do you know trying to get out of the ghetto but don't make enough dough .don't have to keep it up on the downlow I've got to help them grow and do it like a pro Even when everything's getting Narrow and I'm dying in my own sorrow But I'm a mom Though so chin up and swallow another day we start tomorrow. another thing that once was borrowed I cant take no more no. things are fading between me and you and it feels like nothing I can do to stop it. you lost interest you been around even since our babies were infants I thank you for your assistance but I cant take anymore. my hearts getting real sore i feel like I'm the only one at war. all I want is you all to be happy not just me that seems to ugly for it to come naturally. I thought we were suppose to be you and me and our amazing family but it seems I need to hit reality. and get a bit more mantality and I will always show you hospitality nothing means more to me that you all are happy and smiling. I love you baby. I'm sorry that this is happening I would change it if I could believe me I really would. Found you .

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