no matter what I cant escape it back against the wall I think it's time for my replacement. 2 steps forward and 1000 steps back no matter what I do my life is always off track why cant I ever just act on what I say all these petty lies happen every fuckin day I really dont know how much more I can take fucking with your heart was my only mistake inside my mind i just want to do what's right Burry my demons and stay close to the light I'm tired of the guilt from always hiding shit it's pointless and wrong I'll be the first to admit even if I never fuck up again I be doin so good but just a matter of when my mind is my enemy it's no longer a 10 my mind is my enemy I'll say it again my mind is my enemy and that's a known fact full of determination and im still not on track. I just need a push in the opposite direction anywheres better than the sight of my reflection. gotta getta lil bit of help and it's right there even if you pull away from me, I still care my mind is my enemy it's slowly fading out my mind is my enemy I guess I'll do without