[Verse 1] yeah, these demons inside me/ they always try to fight me/ they can show up at any moment and surprise me/ I can try to run away/ yeah, I can try to hide/ but they will just find me anyway/ and take over my mind/ they can never play nice/ yeah they're always unkind/ I got a demon for each emotion assigned/ trapped inside my thoughts, man I'm always confined/ living in the darkness, I fell I'm gonna go blind/ its 2020 and I cant see past my mind/ that's why I always stay high/ so I pack another bowl and I smoke to get fried/ gotta get my mind right/ cause these demons inside/ they always show up at night/ and keep me from sleeping, I fear I'm loosing my mind/ I fuckin hate it man it makes me insane/ sometimes I just wish these demons would just exit my brain/ but they just keep taking over and now my minds their terrain/ [Hook] [Verse 2] I can can tell you my story but you don't know my pain/ sometimes I'm afraid/ that I'm gonna die alone with nobody, my body rotting inside my grave/ cause life is a battle but I'm not playing these games/ I'll just stay me and keep on spittin these flames/ I'll never switch lanes/ I keep it 100 bro, that's all that I'm sayin/ you think that I'm playin?/ I got homies that will tell you the same/ its M89 mother fuckers, so remember my name/ and straight for the top, yeah that's where imma aim/ and I ain't gonna stop till I take over the game/ but beware, cause heavy is the head of the one who will reign/ there's just too much shit that I've done overcame/ to let these demons win, they try to make me go insane/ gotta keep pushing forward, keep pushing right past the pain/ and little by little I pray my mind I'll start to regain/ [Hook] [Verse3] like the bubonic plague I'll be the illest/ yeah that's mother fucking right I'm the realest/ and my rhymes they be the deepest/ cause I've been broken and defeated/ I've been through the days that where my life seemed the bleakest/ writing these lyrics is all I got man I really need this/ putting my heart into a song, it's the only way I know how to fight my demons/ I know I dont have a voice for rappin/ but my words they be master crafted/. with rhymes so tight it'll leave you flabbergasted/ if i dont make it, maybe i can sell the words that i drafted/ [Hook]