life i made this is to myself I tell myself that this is the life I made for myself I got to make it man for everyone that I love you know I got to show them that I'm everything that I know what I'm doing but there's a lot of s*** going on and I don't give a fuk but I'm trying to make life better for myself for everyone around me I don't understand everything that's going on around me but I have to figure it out someday I know one day I will figure it out one day I will figure out what is going on around my mind all the time and I don't understand what is on my thing man I try to make things fly around what the hell to say but I try to make everyone see that I'm going to make them blow up in the sprees and cheese man I don't understand what is really going on in my mind all the time I try to make things right try to let you see that I'm not going to make you fight with me ever again I try to be the best I could be for anyone who wants to play around me man I'm trying to be the best man I can be you can tell me that I'm so bad that I did things horrible that I'm such a bad person but I don't give a fuk I try to be the best I can be I'm a father what can I say I'm not the best person it doesn't bother me at all doesn't get me different it doesn't make things feel better it's just a different day every day is getting better I feel like I'm doing better I feel like I'm going to be something one day I know I can be anything I want to be you don't even know what I've had to go through in life to be what I want to be many things get so hard and I just say f*** it I'm happy all the time I don't care about things that try to make me get stirred up I don't give a s*** if it doesn't make me feel right if it doesn't feel like it's going to be what I want in life but I don't care try to be what I want so I will be what I want to be just know I made it