Idolized
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•07 Mar 2020
I'm sad again, becoming bad again to cope with mixed emotions. Feeling devotion whilst laughing and being glad but nobody sees me while I'm all caught up inside my, mind, unable to find why nobody has ever helped be defined as a person stuck behind unable to be refined all because I've been blind with my bind to society to busy fighting my anxiety whilst now im finally understanding the irony of why ever I was always happy without sitting silently whilst now I show no response, y'all already dropped yo bombs onto me, I'm starting to realise my wrongs it reminds me of when I was streetwise, waiting for the streetlights to come on id always help vandalise and commit these crimes to help cope with these lies in my eyes while I cry inside. While I'd take a quick break for my mealtimes. Hop up onto the swing, stair at the skies, get lost in yo mind, and become idolize. Start to realise you're unclassified in society whilst you hang outside. You wait for your "friends" and contest for the best to see who can fly high and touch the skies, always winning saying guys where's my prize whilst everyone stares at you rolling there eyes walking away leaving you idolized. This is my life while I was five now I'm living deprived with loneliness, following a group being there "associate" thinking that I fit in like I'm appropriate. While really, to them, I am just the noisiest. I'm over here wishing in the darkness that I just died, while really I'm just dying inside. Losing all my pride unable to decide how I am defied. Constantly realising why I'm always denied. While I'm over here wishing that there was a simple life guide even though no matter how hard I tried I'd still end up collided being undecided, unable to be ignited, while I'm constantly uninvited. Over here being shortsighted with tears in my eyes sleeping and crying. Constantly trying, while I'm just not replying because I am idolized.
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THIS SONG WAS RECORDED HORRIBLY 😂 dont judge me on this, find others of mine pls 😂
I'm sad again, becoming bad again to cope with mixed emotions. Feeling devotion whilst laughing and being glad but nobody sees me while I'm all caught up inside my, mind, unable to find why nobody has ever helped be defined as a person stuck behind unable to be refined all because I've been blind with my bind to society to busy fighting my anxiety whilst now im finally understanding the irony of why ever I was always happy without sitting silently whilst now I show no response, y'all already dropped yo bombs onto me, I'm starting to realise my wrongs it reminds me of when I was streetwise, waiting for the streetlights to come on id always help vandalise and commit these crimes to help cope with these lies in my eyes while I cry inside. While I'd take a quick break for my mealtimes. Hop up onto the swing, stair at the skies, get lost in yo mind, and become idolize. Start to realise you're unclassified in society whilst you hang outside. You wait for your "friends" and contest for the best to see who can fly high and touch the skies, always winning saying guys where's my prize whilst everyone stares at you rolling there eyes walking away leaving you idolized. This is my life while I was five now I'm living deprived with loneliness, following a group being there "associate" thinking that I fit in like I'm appropriate. While really, to them, I am just the noisiest. I'm over here wishing in the darkness that I just died, while really I'm just dying inside. Losing all my pride unable to decide how I am defied. Constantly realising why I'm always denied. While I'm over here wishing that there was a simple life guide even though no matter how hard I tried I'd still end up collided being undecided, unable to be ignited, while I'm constantly uninvited. Over here being shortsighted with tears in my eyes sleeping and crying. Constantly trying, while I'm just not replying because I am idolized.
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