my father didn't remember me until the day i turned 18 what the fuck happened just happened to me im not as happy as i used to be why the fuck did he not give a fuck bout me is there something wrong with me trying to find happiness but instead i found loneliness so fuck this shit cant trust anyone cause nobody gives a fuck about me anymore all you want is my money and the honeys are using me to get back at their hubby's so gonna spray the mack cause no of ye have paid me back everyone keeps treating me like shit what the fuck did i do in the past life to deserve this shit i been trying to find love instead i found a hood that full of false hopes what the fuck did i do in the past life to deserve this shit the girls keep playing with my feelings as if im the tin man from Wizard of Oz bitch i actually have a heart guys i been friendly since the day i first arrived and you keep asking me to spot you a big of supply of money as if i had plenty of it get another job im waiting for most of that money back