what can I say how I feel it's another day gone by what I conceal is pressure looking up to the sky can't pretend how it is the way that I feel when the only way to seem normal is by pop n some pills set at a price liven like a circus in mind sunk in depression I'm weary I see no pleasure insight from struggles surround me I roll them like dice all I hear is their mouth mumbling scrambled advice act n like I should listen but they won't understand satisfaction a glimpse thru these eyes of this man ask n myself what do I do with this take one to leave them watch me dieing in vain maybe it's the way I grew up a little bit twisted attempts on my life saying nobody would miss you face to face feeling a death wish I'm tight the only thing that makes sense rolled to perfection I write in a reflection let go what your hearing inside wanting my rhymes to transpire hope n my passion suffice in an unfortunate circle I can't seem to shake over my shoulder their lurcking whispering another dime bread to take holding a grudge to change I was born with a broken mind damage developed a rare view got me evading your sight proven a point to people who patronize a savage you wrong the only reason for difference is my perspective is raw looking down a path you can't walk filled with judgment don't speak letting loose corruption in thoughts a disappearance I see which way will you go when that day comes for me I know where I stand somewhere I don't belong.......