lit up like a stove , please let it be ova my body's in a coma , I'm hotter than a sauna, defective , collectin my thoughts u reject em, subjective, my message is love and hatred infection, no catchin my drift u get blocked out no tetris , I'm left with the sting in my heart it's burnin, I'm turnin into a falicy, my family , tells me there scared of the person I wanna be , so that makes me feel dangerous and horrible no amity , in vein or in vanity , the chances she , gave me were ample , I amplify my sanity , with a dose of reality only thing ever held me down was gravity u don't know the half and u don't want to the surface is different than the inside of a ses pool, in hurtin in my soul still from the passing of my nephew , jails like hell , it's shitty like a local restroom , I'm trapped on neptoon , new sex move , fuck outta my face take refuge , I'm just thru . with actin okay , with the thoughts i contain get lost in my brain I wouldn't advise it thoughts of suicide in silence feel like who would ride wit no licence , if u won't die for me just leave before I get attached , subtract the negatives in a positive way I fight with good and bad With rifles decipleswith me my gang fulla ice cold , heartless warriors pass out like chloroform, it's torturous , reach the depths then bordom struck more than one reason I should die soon , I'm one who doesn't like to talk much my hearts just an ice room dark cavity that's hollow now sad but true , snap the noose I hung the truth and showed emproof I deserve my food , imma take yours if u don't believe it's true my secret you couldn't get a hold of me if we were glued , so see me chew these beats like dogs with the gate off boots , otf no race fam I'm Adolf booth