tempted by these drugs , I'm still gettin drunk ,I've been on the run , from addiction and the love , the feelin makes me sick , I wanna call it quits but you know i need your fix , I get it u leave quick , but I just wanna talk, it's always been my fault , I know i can't resolve , and that hurts me wen I fall. u pick me up say it's alrite and then I get withdrawl, fuck i needa grip ion wanna get involved I miss it wen u call , I feel like I've been lost with no direction your body impression still in the same spot u left it, it's so depressin, I'm feelin reckless with no confession , my blessin is a curse. I feel like I'm the worst discussions leave me hurt but at least we got to talk for a second without the violent words u beat me mentally and leave me chemically imbalanced it's such a challenge but I love the pain that stays around me , I know that's sounding toxic and overwhelming, but if I didn't argue with u it'd be my own thoughts surrounding , drowing I can't swim , I need a life jacket , no sike that's a double negative, might have to get rite atcha no type that'll be my life battle sights snag u like I laugh at the demons in my head, i talk to them they talk to me i need my daily bread, no way to get , away they follow me around , walkin in my shadow , lasso me and try to drag me down but I don't let em , settle for less than what i deserve man what a hassle