#unsignedartist #independantartist #strictlymakingmusic #mcsöze #introductions #thestory #scarface #soundcloudartist #instagram #facebook Take a look inside my mind. Lyrics: Hated always feeling like im misunderstood Treated like I'll never be the man that I could Not that I wouldn't, im thinkin I shouldnt I'm not the person I reflect Im the work that I put in Keep in mind what im secluding under the hood About to overcome the issue And you tell me i shouldnt Livin in a world Full of could've and would've Half you people You have never been through it Sick of always feeling like I'm losing my hope Im barely holding on (keep goin) To the end of my rope I keep on being told, that the feeling will go The only thing that I notice Is that it's starting to grow Even with the passing of time I get a funny feeling That I'm struggling to leave it behind Telling all the people that I mean what I write I even took it to a mic 01:11 So what Yeah i wrote a couple of songs But they dont say what I mean I'm only tryna be the man I see in my dream The superhero that I may never be I'm becoming the villain Because I wanna be free Always drowning in guilt Because the way that I feel Deep down I'm hopin none of its real This wasnt part of the deal I can feel in my soul How can i work up to the future When im losing my hope Gimme the pen Yeah I'm back to writing again Not to make a couple bucks Cus i'm already spent Just to let go of the hatred That I'm feeling within Been wearing all my problems Now i'm wearing em thin Then i started thinkin about what I could do But nothing came to my head And if I'm telling the truth Now I sit alone in my room I'm either smoking or complaining I have nothing to do Still nothing to Lose(Lose) 01:48 Fuck it (What if i) Release all my shit to the public See if they love it But what if the radio hears it And dont even run it That is the sum of My problems just happen To keep catching up And I've had enough I've had it with sadness and empathy Now that I feed off of anger and envy Theres no longer much that is left for me (And now I'm at the point where everything annoys me, even the things I thought i loved, because sometimes that's just not enough) 02:15 Now I'm in the place that I said I would be Sitting writing lyrics With the beat on repeat I should be feeling like a winner But Im facing defeat I should be fighting like I mean it But that just isnt me Now that I acknowledge that I'm here all alone I need to make it to my feet I need to stand on own Feel like im king of the castle N All I'm missings a throne Noone to laugh at my jokes No conversation to hold 02:37 Never thought talking about myself Would help But it turns out Thats how I gage my wealth And how I gave myself The day off But the games on Time to play ball With the keyboard Gotta keep goin need to change flow I dont know if I could go anymore So sick of opening doors Working myself to the bone I just lay on the floor And I'm asking for more (I gotta stop that shit) 02:45 I've had it Me and life weve been fucking like rabbits People you dont understand it My lifes fucked me over its tragic And I just do not have the patience My thoughts have been racing And taking me off of my aim (uh huh) I'm shooting for stars All I'm hitting is space (fuck) I give it my everything gave it my all If it's not what you wanted I'm ready to stop (But I realise that it's not gonna happen. This is the ONLY thing that I have, And if I dont have my own back right now, Then I never will, that's just how it is, So I'm gonna keep it up, I'm gonna see where shit takes me, And I'll just be happy, that I'm finally moving forward)