suicide lies
xxpillheadxx12 Plays
•28 Feb 2020
this is my first solo its about depression and suicide and it does sound like shit also you could hear the air in the back lol it got a little low imma get a mic soon when I was writing these lyrics I just let it all hit and leave and I hope that listening to this you can relate and get rid of all those negative vibes. LYRICS: I try my best to stay sane. I'm sorry mom and dad I guess things just ain't the same. when you look me in the eyes I wonder if you see that I'm changing who I was for what everyone wanted me to be. I hope you know that I've just become hollow. No matter where I go depression will just follow. It's like a never ending thought that I lost in this war that I'd forgot I'd ever even fought. My biggest enemy is myself I left out the thought that I might really need help. I don't want you to worry it's just when my mind and clear things just seem kinda blurry. I drown in my feelings I'm worried that i won't ever come to terms with healing. I dont know how to feel but if I could I'd bet that I'd feel like John Wayne Gacy before lethal injection during his very last meal. If I die please dont cry we all make mistakes it's just that unfortunately being me was mine. It feels as if I'm just a fucking waste filling up all this empty space. Don't hit me with that casual don't give up because I wanna just tear up. I'm depressed damn I'm just so worried about how fucked up I am. I hate looking in the mirror and seeing my fucking face. god I'm so worthless I'd be better off dead with no case. These are the voices that burden my head. I'm sorry if I ever let you down it's just hearing you say you love me was the sweetest thing that's ever been said. I wish that I could just go back and make things right instead of sitting here greasing a gun every damn night. Sometimes I'm sitting waiting to die but who knows maybe it's just time to say goodbye.
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this is my first solo its about depression and suicide and it does sound like shit also you could hear the air in the back lol it got a little low imma get a mic soon when I was writing these lyrics I just let it all hit and leave and I hope that listening to this you can relate and get rid of all those negative vibes. LYRICS: I try my best to stay sane. I'm sorry mom and dad I guess things just ain't the same. when you look me in the eyes I wonder if you see that I'm changing who I was for what everyone wanted me to be. I hope you know that I've just become hollow. No matter where I go depression will just follow. It's like a never ending thought that I lost in this war that I'd forgot I'd ever even fought. My biggest enemy is myself I left out the thought that I might really need help. I don't want you to worry it's just when my mind and clear things just seem kinda blurry. I drown in my feelings I'm worried that i won't ever come to terms with healing. I dont know how to feel but if I could I'd bet that I'd feel like John Wayne Gacy before lethal injection during his very last meal. If I die please dont cry we all make mistakes it's just that unfortunately being me was mine. It feels as if I'm just a fucking waste filling up all this empty space. Don't hit me with that casual don't give up because I wanna just tear up. I'm depressed damn I'm just so worried about how fucked up I am. I hate looking in the mirror and seeing my fucking face. god I'm so worthless I'd be better off dead with no case. These are the voices that burden my head. I'm sorry if I ever let you down it's just hearing you say you love me was the sweetest thing that's ever been said. I wish that I could just go back and make things right instead of sitting here greasing a gun every damn night. Sometimes I'm sitting waiting to die but who knows maybe it's just time to say goodbye.
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