welcome to my story about being brought back from despair into glory Seems like I've been walkin alone for so long with a shattered heart trying to stay strong looking for somewhere i belonged lost my life family home right after the bottom dropped watched it all completely fall when God called mama home now im all the way gone convinced now suicide is my only option hopeless and fotrgottten inside and out my attitude was rotten emersed in doubt destiny deadlines destruction. drunkenness darkness substance indulgences not working on covering up the hurt misery pain feeling all blame can't feel but no shame had an amputation three operations feeling like a burden everywhere i go so death im chasing my life's over the void im embracing nobody to call so im popin pills and drinking until i Black out desperate for relief how can this be in stead of being dead im watching TV in a hospital my path isn't seemingly logical so now let's speak about the real impossible transformed in a blink motivated to spread the holy gospel in a flash JESUS had me shook revealed his glory and i understood he is the author of my story no reason for sorrow wants me to follow him have bravodovo put on my armor of God become a bold warrior my heart completely unfrozen in that moment chosen by my king personally purposely perfect he laid down his life for me heavenly father's son provided the way back to eternal Life now all i can think is what infallible love for a sinner not worthy to enter but his blood washes my sins away my mind renewed holy Spirit flowing through like a Russing River knocked me off my feet down on my knees reminded that it was he has always provided for me the king of Kings perfect sacrifice who died for me and Just in a flash that moment focused on my attonment no longer on my needs want to uplift and share my God's Love that erased my despair i now see thev devil waiting inside details and only lies he sells hungry for me to join him in hell never will be see im covered by the blood my father reopened my eyes now I see the motto i must be take up my cross and b-i *b*l*e and his truth marches on see the war is strong enemies energy always pulling at my flesh and each second that dragon trying to test keep me suppressed my Lord Jesus has called me to throw seeds down in the battle field his plans for me will be reviled wears the holy crown petty problems of my day just evaporate away heard his call here at the end of days spiritual warefare all round us the all mighty Father God says all i gotta do is trust embrace his love walk with Faith no matter what i may face act accordingly to his will repent each day and spread the good news of God's love mercy and truth just remember it's free will so we must choose me