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when i close my eyes for the last time will it be dark or will someone be gracious enough to let light shine when i close my mouth from the last rhymes will the words reverberate with the essence of the punchline or will it be a long dream ppl always say deaths cousin is sleep so would i b like dr king able to achieve anything i could scheme or would i be a ghost invisible to all but there when the needed me most unable to feel or touch only able to send out waves of love from the ethereal as these thoughts cross my mind i realize im wasting my time im still alive so ima stay on my grind crushing life to dust before my very eyes when my eyes opened for the first time dazzled by the world struck by the limelight