this is my pain song, not a love song(5x), but I need to learn how to love sum, going thru so much shyt, istg I can't take dis shyt, right now my life has been so much hell for the past few years, just wishing I could find away to let out my pain, I was struggling, and still is, just taking one day at a time, just thinkin bout my future, like damn where would I be, if I would have stayed in skool,but instead I was actin a fool, just won't my family to see me happy n not bringin me down, I'm drained out from all dis pain, da shyt justs makes me wanna go insane, I'm tried of taking a lost, its time for me to take a gain, smoking on dis gas it used to eas my brain, now, I'm at DA point in my life tht I wanna end dis shyt, not caring who it hurts,sumtimes I wish I was in DA dirt, people don't realize n understand me,but I been bout it I just ain't show it to a lot of people, everyone doubted me, everyone blamed me, but DA one thang yhu can't do is frame me, bcuz, if you don't know my struggle you wouldn't understand me, thts y I always said I live to see my haters hate on me, but guess wat its just a lil to late to try to be me, now yhu wish yhu could see me,