I know you care but you dont like me I understand the you don't love me I get you rather be with alone I know i can make you angry but if I just bring you pain mabey I'd be better if I just stayed away I love you so damn much my heart hurts when you act so cold and distant I know I'm not machure I feel I can't change this you mean the world to me and if you aren't OK I won't be either I can't be either your pain is my pain I'll feel it along with ya don't cry don't shed a single tear if you start tearing I'll never disappear its probably for the better couse I'm a monster anyway I probably will just lose you like I do everyone else on a day to day I keep my self so distant I never should have never opened up now I made my self a target and youll end up getting hurt I can not have that not at all monsherry it might be paranoia or it might be actually a thing but for some reason I feel like I'm losing you its like I've lost my own family there distant and mad I wonder if its my fault am I the one who made you sad I don't know if I can do this I can't take it anymore maybe I should just use a dagger and open up the doors maybe you'd cheer up I'd see a smile once again I don't like to see you frowny face couse it just ruins the intire day I fucked up some how I know it I did something completely wrong now I think I've lost you i should just die end my life and cry to leave this world for the last time i say goodbye