My Recovery Story: SBEntertainments Living this life of recovery luckily I got sober. Lifted tha devil right up off my shoulder. I had ta focus. cause before i got sober I was always doin da most thuggin in these streets hustlin just so I could fuckin eat tha old me woulda told ya fuck that shit I aint gettin sober thought It was cool slang dope had these stupid hoes tryin ta hit me up just ta holda baby ass 20 sack told da bitch you can miss me with that Tuscaloosa Al where I be posted at can any nigga in da streets they tell ya Hodo he was thuggin it I was neva at home I was always gone fuckin these hoe i ain't care about shit I was goin in raw had my momma back home worried bout getting a call sayin Sherry we're sorry ta tell ya but ya son is gone he got shot up on da block 2 to da dome my mother woulda had another kid dead in a funeral home and I coulda changed it all coulda stopped my momma from worrying like a fuckin dog but I was only focused on what Lil Hodo wanted cause tha addict within me not thinkin about no ones elses feelings only focused on my own then on day I called my brothers phone and I said B I'm done with this life I've done to much wrong here said lil bruh just hold let me call ya back then he hung up 3 min later he was calling back said now what up I just pulled up at da crib I talked ta casey he said if ya real about gettin sober and ya gonna get here and ya gonna stay focused that it's fine ta come and get ya. so take ya ass home right now and get ya shit together I'll be there ina lil over an hr yea I'm on my way yea I'm on my way bruh we gonna get ya life straight so he picked up got me da fuck up outta Tuscaloosa bruh said ill do anything ta help ya just promise that ya gonna leave that life behind and start over nows time ta shine focus on a better life show these ppl somethin about ya they ain't notice take ya time show em tha Hodo that I know the incredible father that got sober and was there fo his daughter so I change my life and I love being sober time ta let em see tha respectful side of me tha one that ain't a dope fiend and I promise now that ima clean i wouldnt change a damn thing I feel better bout my self and my momma ain't stressed worried ta fucking death now at night she can rest and my daughter think im da best ya she loves her daddy ta fuckin death I ain't gotta wake hit a hot rail just ta play with her couldn't do shit without getting high roll outta bed am if I ain't have no dope I'd almost cry in an outta jail testin my luck everyone sayin im goin hard and I'm gonna end up on a prison yard 24 years old imagine tell ya daughter you ain't comin home yea daddy fucked up and now he gone she's only 5 years old by time her daddy came back home she would be 10 years old yeah that's 5 years gone I couldn't do that to my baby so here I go headed down da sober road but I ain't been sober long only 2 months now but I'm focused being there for my daughters daddy aint goin no where yea I promise Mia & Maci ya probably think tha ya daddy crazy learn from my mistake baby and know that daddy is recovering daily I pray ta god and ask his ta save me like god grant me the serenity cause im going crazy I gotta accept da things i can't change G and I need da courage just so I can change da thing can and god bless me with da wisdom so I'll know da difference just for ta day I ain't trippin