2017 was worst year and its hard to hold my tears cuz my sister died that year and I'm home alone cuz my dad got locked up and my mom has stage 4 I don't know what to do right now I might jus kill my self but wait my dad he had a dream wanted to become a rapper now ima fifile his dream and that's a promise my brother jus got shot he's in a coma please wake bro its gonna be hard but ima make it ima take it my dad he's locked up for 50 years and he's 50 years of age ima miss thos days he called me J and its hard to see passed cuz you cant change thos days killing my self ant gonna solve nothing I gotta come up Ydot Vila And JJ RedDot aye