Shorty said shes fine living a lie Shorty dont mind if I stay up at night Shorty dont mind If I speed on my ride Shorty's all right if I say goodbye Holding on to the tears in my eyes Sat underneath the midnight sky The day you were mine under-the-moon light Not a soul insight Gripped my heartd and held it tight Pulled me close and before I died I felt at peace with this lie Falling from space and the sky Hit the ground just to realize Im dating the devil in disguise I'm waiting for the truth not the lie Suffering from abuse and the good type Nothing but a rouse in my eyes They always leave cause I'm a good guy Well maybe that's why I'm tired of life Everyone leaving when I tried So deceiving I think I just might Lose feelings I dont think I'm alright I'm dating the devil in disguise Loosing feels might just fall from the sky Loosing feels I need to paralyze Loosing feels I guess I'll say good bye Loosing kills the feels inside taking pills to kill my insides I love to feel traumatized its something I idolize I wanna die but at the same time I'm still alive I try and try but at the end I will not win I'm undestined something less then my emotions gotta control this boat or we just goin to stay afloat