man never knew that love is so tough well the train leaves look I just wanted to see a happy soul forever I would be cold as the ice<> frozen in time now I committed the worst crime leterally should have just chilled should have waited and have the patience to show you my needs and wants should never took off like a shuttle now I'm in hassle that its distarious as a battle seeing you whoosh by<> wondering if you would give some time of your life but I heard that you never fall into a man that cant even survive letting it be erased in mind <>letting it just go bye bye<> emotions just going to fill the 7 oceans twice there you go again whoosh dam why I must feel like I just killed the first chance <>that I had in a decade to feel happiness <> whosshhhh now forever I would just be shaking off the fantasy <>of me and you under the moon <>the gifts that would have made you smile <> how can I just be foolish childish what ever you wanna call it I just wish one day you would forgive and accept me as I work to better myself if I had your help through journey would have been helpful now I face these struggles on my own watch I'm shake off these cold thoughts