drinkin that water shit caus it's healthy for my body fck that alcohol I blow my green energy stashed almost endlessly still I'm not proud of it and don't need to be i still carry this addiction smokin it each day these sorrows away might bring me some other shit like the mucus I spit out when I cough I'm only 23 like wtf with my health and vision as important to me as can be i aim to create remaining in a state below the surface of time diving deep to sink in this emptyness inside so no matter how low I am put here seemingly on an edge of society i feel the balance of my being and manage to get free of fear once again rightbhere although I don't know wether I know anymore what it means to be free captured in habits and patterns even resisting this hatefull trade I make to supply my needs fcking wage slavery and still I give my best only for me i own all of this shit, why? i put myself in it. flown to the lowest point I apparently could be after I walked all these high hills on a journey call me a pilgrim call me a fag call me a rapper call me wathever the fuck you want to think or see out of a locked mindset and interpretations made of belief I focus on my own way and wonder