verse 1 Dear lover, try to understand that I'm only a man I make mistakes but learn from em, so we can finish the plan Standing by you thru whatever weather, December to Jan January till we dead and eternally in the sand That's at least what I'm wanting, I feel like nothing if you gone Witch is why I'm stuck in a Rut, you been gone so fucking long I can't stand it, why when I call you you don't pick up the phone And if you do your always mad wanna be left alone We been together 8 years, you ain't never let down Always had each other's back, no matter what would come around So I trust you no matter what I feel like my gut is telling me I know im over Reacting, just stacking up these melodies I know you don't believe it but I think about you every day It's crazy Cuz i hear you voice when ever I'm about to stray I'm counting down the days till were together, I been so alone I hope you know that  I love you girl, I never wanna see you go verse 2 There's so much I gotta say not enough time for me to do it You moved so far outta state you never even listen to You know me the one who listens to pack on the daily basis  The cases of donuts go missing Cuz in ain't have no patients and than you, you were the smarter of the two You always had a new idea I be quick to go pursue After everything that we been through, I never thought would have parted Been so broken hearted I really wish we could restart it -but now a days I'm pretty sure that that isn't what you want Got me steady drinking heavy and I smoke to many blunts Man wtf I'd be living if I said you wasn't worth it I just wish I could go so i could make it picture perfect I been hurting, not working but I promise that ill be up today and even though it's hard to do I'm saying bye to yesterday