SUICIDE
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•10 Feb 2020
im braking down into pieces so I take another drag of my cigarette look at the picturette and view the bigger picture the single shape with broken glass and exploting and showing the sins of my past maybe in the aftermath of afterlife il have the last laugh but I'm losening faith in man who I was the one the plan the who ever gave a damm need to realise this soulful soul acking shocks on broken bones I feel like a paraperelgic just this let me grieve this like my whole body is shutting down no need to resist the temptation of feeling like your slightly slipping away from the light of day seeing people grow over time then watching em change but if you push the button all of that will be blown away like your chance for a single happy escape I never got mine so I still cling on to every day one method at a time and truth be told I'm asking why and when I really really hope that the light at the end of the tunnel dosent catch up with me agian like a fallen angel need mine so I guess il patch up them wings agian and try to stay prue and humble while I take a seat and wait is their god that will hear my pleade i decide think while I pray to anything in the atmosphere a sign of life extraordinary and that's been crystallized and crystal clear my nervous system yet agian is letting me down I wonder what happens when it all fades out and I loose my sight I wounder what happens when the touch runs out of light like when the curtain closes will they be throwing me Roses as I appreciate apply and approach this but a mental note to my weary voiceless approach I will not fade to the backdrop so common these days to dress back in black so I dont feel sharp as the men in black and as the like the way its has been foreseen I've been pushed over the eage and I'm falling to earth probably promised and protracted and protrade the medical emergency will find me bag and tagged gone out with a bang like a hand grenade the final end to wild display and now the show is over and they come to wheel me away on my final hour of my last few seconds inside these fragile minutes my perception changed and my girlfriend is slumped and standing thier terrified crying feeling like her whole world has died trying to process what she's seen is it a premermission or is it a dream maybe a nightmare of forcoming events yet to be complete not completely stopped or unfrized destiny is yet to be seized I proved myself to deal with suicide and me while my sight gose blank and fades invision blurry away atleast I know deep down that I had a chance to hold and kiss my girlfriend and say goodbye one last time now 123 six feet into the ground atleast I got have this final day before I bit the dust past due time I've expired and I dont sigh or trier anymore so I have to wave goodbye and say good night thanks for coming but I need to leave right now maybe next time when I hit reply I can do it all agian at that would be alright x2
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im braking down into pieces so I take another drag of my cigarette look at the picturette and view the bigger picture the single shape with broken glass and exploting and showing the sins of my past maybe in the aftermath of afterlife il have the last laugh but I'm losening faith in man who I was the one the plan the who ever gave a damm need to realise this soulful soul acking shocks on broken bones I feel like a paraperelgic just this let me grieve this like my whole body is shutting down no need to resist the temptation of feeling like your slightly slipping away from the light of day seeing people grow over time then watching em change but if you push the button all of that will be blown away like your chance for a single happy escape I never got mine so I still cling on to every day one method at a time and truth be told I'm asking why and when I really really hope that the light at the end of the tunnel dosent catch up with me agian like a fallen angel need mine so I guess il patch up them wings agian and try to stay prue and humble while I take a seat and wait is their god that will hear my pleade i decide think while I pray to anything in the atmosphere a sign of life extraordinary and that's been crystallized and crystal clear my nervous system yet agian is letting me down I wonder what happens when it all fades out and I loose my sight I wounder what happens when the touch runs out of light like when the curtain closes will they be throwing me Roses as I appreciate apply and approach this but a mental note to my weary voiceless approach I will not fade to the backdrop so common these days to dress back in black so I dont feel sharp as the men in black and as the like the way its has been foreseen I've been pushed over the eage and I'm falling to earth probably promised and protracted and protrade the medical emergency will find me bag and tagged gone out with a bang like a hand grenade the final end to wild display and now the show is over and they come to wheel me away on my final hour of my last few seconds inside these fragile minutes my perception changed and my girlfriend is slumped and standing thier terrified crying feeling like her whole world has died trying to process what she's seen is it a premermission or is it a dream maybe a nightmare of forcoming events yet to be complete not completely stopped or unfrized destiny is yet to be seized I proved myself to deal with suicide and me while my sight gose blank and fades invision blurry away atleast I know deep down that I had a chance to hold and kiss my girlfriend and say goodbye one last time now 123 six feet into the ground atleast I got have this final day before I bit the dust past due time I've expired and I dont sigh or trier anymore so I have to wave goodbye and say good night thanks for coming but I need to leave right now maybe next time when I hit reply I can do it all agian at that would be alright x2
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