Nobody knows me im cold, Walk down this road all alone, Its no ones fault but my own, Its the path ive chosen to go, 18 years smokin, im finally clean, I worked for everything, 15 years, 12 married, 3 kids, Ill never love again, Stay awake, Eat some cake, Im alone and lost, got a daughter named Layla and its not her fault, Let me draw with chalk, got a daughter named Nevaeh, She is super sweet, And super clean, Spent time in jail, I thought I would fail, as a father of 3, and look what happened to me, All alone on the dark, cold road, Got a son named Adonis, and he likes to rap, he thinks its his fault and he thinks its a burden, but its my fault and her fault, and I need a surgeon, cause its like somethin sharp, Went right through my heart, Didnt know what I would do if I lost you, And now I refuse to Nobody knows me im cold, Walk down this road all alone, Its no ones fault but my own, Its the path i've chosen to go, I got these thoughts in my head, They keep teasing, Suicidal thoughts they are the reason, That I break down everynight, And I sit and cry, I think to myself why just why, did you have to split up, dont you know you have a family and stuff, It broke all of our hearts, And ripped us apart, when we had to see you go, but you melted away just like the snow, Dont get me wrong but I am confused, On what to do, When im without you, I have suicidal thoughts, Inside of my head all I think is, I should be dead, Nobody knows me im cold, Walk down this road all alone, Its no ones fault but my own, I think to myself, Am I enough, Im concerned about my health, Because life is tough, Man crap ive had enough, Soon im packin up, Gotta live on my own, wether your there or not, ill find a spot, to sit down and cry, have mental breakdown, and maybe want to die, Cause on the inside, Im super hurt, I got dirt on my shirt, I should pull the trigger to the glock, One moment im hear, The next im not, Nobody knows me im cold, Walk down this road all alone, Its no ones fault but my own