My heart damaged beyond repair look at the sky an stare  Bitch i been popin pills so many swear im losing weight either way dont need you man now my shootas straight i been thought it all you dont know how good life is till you loose a case, mans got 25 years on a homicide shot him in the face  lets hope his faith will help him change an live another day i swear it been on my mind pray to the lords name This song for my brothers who out there tryna find a better way Life was so diffrent till i picked up the plate Everything was so hard i needa live a different way, looked in my grandmomma face told her we gon make it out, ima make that bank an well move down south I been hustlin everyday so we can get away, this music the only thing that can numb the pain eventually all of S.A will know my Name move nun finna get in my way that's on gang Now I really ain concerned about no bitch im really just tryna get rich  if you got that cake put it in the mix im ready whole gang wit the shit Reload them sticcs pull up on ya blocc while I'm fucking on ya bitch you move your mouth it gon be your brains I'm insane feelin like Curt Cobain BANG Yuh ay oh you Ain know how good you got it till the ones you love been takin away I could never say goodbye they gon for good and maybe I should be to but nah I'ma stay I Ain never gonna loose faith cause once you do it's game over they Ain no turning back either you hustle an survive I'ma make a name for me and ion need no help been like this since day one Momma Ain been around an daddy to busy for his son so a lil boy walks in them streets he Ain got nothing to eat walkin so much he got blisters on his feet it didn't matter though it was just another day for him he came back to the apartment just to see his momma on the couch high off them pills an drowned in the pain he thinking he better go check an she Ain breathing no one around so he start screaming hopefully she'll wake up but no she dosent cried and cried then she woke up acted like nothing happened got up and slapped her son for not cleaning he was covered in tears filled with fear he was happy but he was hurt beyond repair his little heart was broken and he didn't care that was the day he realized that no one will ever be there you know fucked up it is for him waking up and there's a woman in the living room watching you and your mom seeing if your gonna get taken away man fuck that age 10 he's hustling drugs getting close to gang members selling coke to his own neighbors he Ain got no shame he walk around in the same rags everyday the kids make fun of him cause he chubby he Ain ate in a couple days he don't let it get to him but he wish he had something to protect against the harsh wind Age 12 he living with his daddy he's suicidal now but no one noticed his pain cut his wrists so much he went straight over a vain he bled and bled wishing he was dead he knew it coming and bang he was in the hospital bed  they called him clinacly insaine he wished he blew his brain man I lost so much friends to these streets I really owe them something they showed me who I am But fuck That lil boy was me look you feel alone now but shit will work out fuck a bitch fuck them hoes only thing that matter is me getting this dough be family man cause shit gon pay off everyone gonna learn your name all that pain gonna teach you sum that school would never do