so they call me tweek but I cant seem to have enought strength to stand on my feet. and I hide inside my mind behind closed blinds, i look through blurry eyes while I try to find.....a way out. oh look another dead end. its gonna be end of the Dutch so dont let the man in the mirror talk to much talk to much. yeah I keep too many people close to me. I I I feel like im living in a dream, and when I look back on my past. you were the fuckn death of me so I love to many and i hate to much. now I guess thats why the family fuckn hates me so much. but it's on them and really why put up a fuss, I'll prove em wrong and theyll be wantn my love. I keep too many people close to me. I I feel like im in a dream, and when I look back on my past. you were the fuckn death of me now I been hurt a couple times been through the ringga and know that I wont hesitate to pull the trigga. now your off in a differentt time zone amd idk when you'll be home