i remember the good days like it was yesterday, wit lil jay, making plays, living life took it day by day Dont know where we went wrong for him to have to lose his life i lost mine so much has changed in so many damn different ways, im so gone i can not be saved, no matter what i do or say i can not ecape doing drugs to sedate so much pain in my veins, im forever changed my brain drained no key to free my soul from these locked chains sometimes i wish that i could get a visit, but idk probably double what im missin ooooh sometimes i wish that i could get a visit, but idk would prolly double what ive been missin they aint known they aint get it, my life changed in minuets, same night he hit me on my digits told me to come back thru kick it, i didnt cuz i didnt want my girl to bitching, woke 7 am, 50 missed texts , my boy calling, could something aint right, cuz he was ballin stuttering stallin, got the word saw my soul falling, ran out the crib no talkin, came back for my wallet, told my bitch, than threw combos at the walls in, i was goin 65 in a 35, music up, felt like pure silence i never felt thought i have this go down in life, left me shatter like some ice got me rethinkin bout this life... remember all the good days like it was just yesterday, wit lil jay, making plays, living this damn life took it day by day Dont know where we went wrong for him to have to lose his life so i lost mine things have changed in so many ways, im so gone i cant be saved, no matter what i do i cant ecape doing all these drugs to sedate too much pain running thru my fuckin veins, ill never be okay, ot be a bitch and go the easy way i sometimes wish that i could get a visit, at the same time idk, would probably double how much i missed it, oh nonono i sometimes wish that i could get a visit, at the same time idk would prolly double how much i been trippin.