why do I even try I honestly don't know why I even try girls don't even want to know me they don't even say bye and then they expect me to keep my motherfucking eyes dry they all know that I am really fucking shy they make me wanna cut my thigh they make me wanna fucking cry at first they make me feel like a butterfly it's like I'm flying so high but after a while they just don't even want to reply they might as well just hit me with a motherfucking cacti why do I even try I might as well just give it up I'll probably be single for the rest of my life do they not even understand the pain they put me through what is wrong with me why do they just want to discontinue they make me feel so fucking blue it just kills me because I don't know what is wrong with me I really don't have a clue if I'm to ugly just tell me I won't even fucking argue with you why do I even try I might as well just give up I'll probably be single for the rest of my life