Maybe
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•28 Jan 2020
Lyrics I have this pain trapped inside and it won't leave my side not matter how hard I try I've talked I've prayed I haven't taken medication though. I'm to scared to go to the doctor because what if somethings wrong with me what if I can't fix or even help this pain maybe something wrong with my brain, I shouldn't even be saying this what if everybody I've told about my pain will find a way to make this worse or maybe they'll judge me or maybe... Anxiety has had its toll on me I'm done with this anxiety its brought me down and down and it's made me feel like I'll never be better so maybe I should write a goodbye letter it makes me feel like I'll have no freedom it twists and shapes my brain into making everything so terrifying I wonder if that's why I haven't died yet because my anxiety stops me maybe it's a good thing but my anxiety makes the pain worse and worse and any given moment I could just burst and yell at the people i love the people that actually care about me, wait I forgot nobody cares about me I wonder if I die will my life have had a meaning maybe... I should stop trying to fix it I should just end it no that would break everybody around me maybe, their actually are people here for me just maybe I'm not alone no no I probably am alone most people just pretend to be my friend and it makes it hard to find the people that I trust so maybe I'll just trust no one. No I need to trust people but they might use my desperateness for help against me just maybe they're are people out here that care just maybe... No no enough with the maybe their are people here for me God tells me this. the devil is just putting these thoughts in my brain. even if no human is here for me God still will be God is here for everybody God has given me eternal life you can get some too just join me in this in this fight lits bring the devil down he's challenged us well he's challenged God too satin lost the battle, and he and his angels were kicked out of heaven and that ones from revelation. He's kicked satin down once so He can kick satin out of my life too and I can and will be redeemed as a new man. then maybe the devil will finally leave maybe he'll get out of my life and stop hurting me then I'll be free like I was once before no worries not having to look over my shoulder for what is stalking me God help me maybe, just maybe...
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Lyrics I have this pain trapped inside and it won't leave my side not matter how hard I try I've talked I've prayed I haven't taken medication though. I'm to scared to go to the doctor because what if somethings wrong with me what if I can't fix or even help this pain maybe something wrong with my brain, I shouldn't even be saying this what if everybody I've told about my pain will find a way to make this worse or maybe they'll judge me or maybe... Anxiety has had its toll on me I'm done with this anxiety its brought me down and down and it's made me feel like I'll never be better so maybe I should write a goodbye letter it makes me feel like I'll have no freedom it twists and shapes my brain into making everything so terrifying I wonder if that's why I haven't died yet because my anxiety stops me maybe it's a good thing but my anxiety makes the pain worse and worse and any given moment I could just burst and yell at the people i love the people that actually care about me, wait I forgot nobody cares about me I wonder if I die will my life have had a meaning maybe... I should stop trying to fix it I should just end it no that would break everybody around me maybe, their actually are people here for me just maybe I'm not alone no no I probably am alone most people just pretend to be my friend and it makes it hard to find the people that I trust so maybe I'll just trust no one. No I need to trust people but they might use my desperateness for help against me just maybe they're are people out here that care just maybe... No no enough with the maybe their are people here for me God tells me this. the devil is just putting these thoughts in my brain. even if no human is here for me God still will be God is here for everybody God has given me eternal life you can get some too just join me in this in this fight lits bring the devil down he's challenged us well he's challenged God too satin lost the battle, and he and his angels were kicked out of heaven and that ones from revelation. He's kicked satin down once so He can kick satin out of my life too and I can and will be redeemed as a new man. then maybe the devil will finally leave maybe he'll get out of my life and stop hurting me then I'll be free like I was once before no worries not having to look over my shoulder for what is stalking me God help me maybe, just maybe...
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