Everyone is the same, they only cause pain They tear you apart until you no longer have a brain . I might not be perfect but I think that I'm worth it Fake friends are nothing but a waste I don't know how to take it. I wanna stay strong, an over come this painful bond I'm trying to write this song while crying out for help, man I'm barley holding on I trust the wrong people with my heart,and they just take it and tear it apart I'm broken and hurt, people always find the need to do the fucking worse I wanna do good, but when I try, I always end up screwing someone's life . I don't see the need to hold on to the past but others dont so see that. I see the pain in their eyes do you see the pain in mine. My heart begans to race, while these tears fall down my broken face. Depression sits over my shoulder, like an angry ogar I'm consumed by the hatered, but I learned to fake it till you make it I'm drowning in my anxiety, tryna pull these demons right out of me Finna focus on me and let everyone be. I'm tryna be the queen to my own sea. The world is so dark where is the light when you need it, I'm tryna make my Mark. I wanna focus on my grades, but all these long broken days, have me feeling not okay. Jealous needs to beat it, I can't cave in and feed it. I can't find the words to say, these demons don't play, they'll leave a stray I took my crown off bc I'm no queen the thoughts in my head buzzing like bee. Im tryna be me, but I'm so scared of judgement now a day's people don't play fair.