She offered me a kiss Now I cant live with out it She still stuck in my brain I was try let out my pain I wanted to despair She gave my hope and I appear She told me to get in hands and try my best to live But I fucking can't I'm still love that Suicidal thoughts getting in my brain I will try my best to get with thoughts And let out my pain This shit is so hard that I'm sipping on shots mostly every day Things are getting worse but I can't let u out of my brain