here we go put this bottle to my brain knife is in my vein in my mind, im going insane trying to hide this pain this feeling so deep the hill is too steep trying to catch my fall giving my all trying not to quit u dont know the half of it the demons so deep popping up as they creep just an empty sole i dug a fucking hole looking to the sky asking myself why what am i doing wrong why am i writing this song this feeling of emptyness the darkness of the abyss will always be my friend coming down to the end the love i feel seems real but the darkness takes over its the demon on my shoulder telling me to do wrong but i just try to go along waking up everyday looking to god i pray send me a sign its a quarter passed nine seems like my life stopped on a dime with every word on this line i speak the truth been like this since my youth being pushed away was just another day the sound of silence became my friend so i picked up a pen started writing to vent if u dont understand what i meant heart is cold ready to fold the story is untold i will never be controlled this darkness is consolable im not disposable pain is just weakness leaving the body writing is just a hobby a way to feel a means to deal with this crazy life its sharp as a knife cut u like glass it will put down on ur ass but its just a remedy addicting like Hennessey at the end of the day ur the one gonna pay for all the deduction in ur lifes destruction put down the drug stop calling the plug put that needle down turn that frown upside down and get off the ground you about to go rounds ur life has no bounds stop snorting those lines open the blinds see what this life has to give open ur eyes and just live u have more to give forget and forgive forget and forgive