Plenty rainy days shelter came from poles I'm holding Same empty space made thaqe most of made my home in The pain never fades it just eases in the moment The game never changes it just teases with slow motion Tears grace my face from the fears I'm still towin Years go to waste I can't retrieve em or keep hold of My ears can not take the sound of any more commotion I'm so  near to something great that could dissappear in the morning I see clear yet a haze of disbelief clouds my judgment I try to free this from my brain But it won't go no its so stubborn I appear to be ok to others I'm not one for moanin But in here what really takes place Is set to steer me to explosion I'm tryna find another way to re route where I'm goin But every turn I take seems to lead back to the old on Am I destiny to fail will I always be a no one Or will persiervearinace provail and fate was only joking Either way that doesn't fix the problem of the moment I need some answers here today to help me keep on goin It's hard to predate for somewhere u don't know your goin Or if it's even there Now that could be a problem Imagine spending years and years chasing nothin But a lie that you were supplied to give you hope And everything so far in life you gained is just a token Cuz non of it applies to you now the truth has spoken Now why that's in your mind add  a double dose of stres divide it by betrayal and multiply by the square route of deppression Now split it into brackets and find the value of the letter I get back to u in a while Cuz its gunna take u forwver And clever not your style you lack in intelligent e You've no common sense and you I q is eleven I won't expect a reply you you can barley string a sentence together and it comes to no suprise when you have had no  shelter So what u gunna do Cus your next decision will define The outcome of the final chapter of your life Willl you write a book of facts Based on what you come to find Or base it on the life u wish u had just fill it full of lies Will you learn your lesson or make the same mistake twice Will you be certain or left guessin when its finally time A d end up back at confession preaching father forgive me for i Has sinned please show me the light Throw your self at the mercy of the spirt in the sky And that'even worth it  because religions all a lie