Hard times will show u, who's really there, who loves and tries to be there, who really cares, I lost the only one who was there !" what have anyone done for me to see me succeed, n please don't say u done sparked me up n gave me weed, the shit is senseless to me, negative vibes I disagree, my father was the only one truly there for meeee who what have u done, to make this female progress nada, it was just ma fada, no one else, no oneeee elsee, don't even bother, say less, no one could never tell me they were there when a bitch would bleed screaming bloody hell, what's happening?, life has ended it was tragic, now here I'am in a panic, shit is savage, looking at my father breathless, oh no I can't take this !! I'm a mess !! too much stress, I remember when we woke up to his sandwiches n coffee, his favorite breakfast, now he left us, life broke my trust, wtf when I'm feeling real down, I hear my fathers voice saying " fix ya crown " baby girl stop feeling down, u don't know it but I'm still around, stop being so angry, this is gods laws, now I'm free, u know I always believed in a higher being, so stop crying, yelling, n screaming, stop crying yelling n screamingggg, iiii want the best for uuu, u don't feel me in the flesh, but just know it's not yourrr time we will meet in heaven, baby girl just be strong, I want u to live long, having rage within would have u living in regret, n I raised a good girl never to disrespect, don't fall for satan n his legions, trust me I do know u feeling about me leaving, but anger is really decieving, u, think it through, relax take a deep breath like I taught u, open that third eye, stop asking why n except it, cause in heaven is excellent, n from there 3 times I saw u pregnant, tell my grandchildren I love them, be strong for them, deep thoughts sink in, he's right, my anger turned me left, when he left, being strong is myyyyyy testttt, beingingggg strong is my testtttt papi I miss u, I'm human too, I miss u, I cryyyyyyyy.... but imma be strong, for my babies imma be strong, so long, til we meet again, my father, my best friend. I love u, I love u !!