god just told me i have a few hours to live all I could think of was how I wasted this gift my journey through life was fast and quick do I regret it maybe a bit. I turned my head to those I loved I didnt find God till my heart was fucked I wanted a kid I wanted love all I found was drugs n thugs. I couldnt do it for me I couldnt do it for you, I was dead broke no job no smoke, no clothes man I just had no hope, just to find a meal to eat took me every resource that God could throw my way. I might not eat tomorrow but shit I wanna eat today. applying for jobs more then I could count. I never settled for being homeless I was just down an out. so then I turned to the streets and they fed me more then I could eat, lavage luxuries. 300 dollar shoes upon on my feet I was supposed to die young somewhere in them streets, that 300k lick was supposed be the end of me, the devil tried to make a friend of me but God broke me down to my lowest point just so I could see the enemy. the inner me, my mom shot in the head and my dad dead but I'm not looking for no sympathy, this was just the price I had to pay for living with the enemy, wouldn't sell my soul for anything, God took my demons away by taking me out mentally. all i could think of was I wasted this gift my journey through life was fast and quick do I regret not even a bit, I finally found God my heart is fixed they call this shit life it's hard as shit, I cant be mad at life cuz I'm the one who started this. will celebrate no matter what let's throw a party bitch.