Being real ever since the start not going to flex I be lying if is said didn't jump in this life to get noticed but the money got the best of me had jump off the porch to fellow my dramas first thing I noticed there's no hand outs if you want something get off your ass and put in the work done earned my respect so I be a caught dead before I let a nigga take it form me you claim you never heard of rumors started going around that I just be capping but I thought niggas supposed to move in silence that's just show you how the world is changing for the worst see how I was rise if ever had a problem got handle that on your own don't let a gun do all the work any one can pull a trigger but just know for every nigga you put on a shirt they got one for you 2020 and some much has change I wish I could say it got better but shit is just take turn to the worst funny how the family I got doesn't have the same DNA show you can't put trust in just anybody feels like I got the whole world against me but can't let that bring me down still ten toes down working on that nine to five just to make ends meet it getting hard to get by pockets never been so low and bills already passed due I be capping if I say lick didn't come to mind might not have shit but it beats looking over your shoulder ever single sec of the day i don't know how much more I can take PTSD  starting to kicking praying to god I get to see another day got the nine on me because I seen what niggas do when the really want to eat can't let nigga no nigga been smoking on me can't even get rest when I fall asleep demons can't talking gets getting hard to control them hoping I don't slip up so I got to keep a wood on pop a Percocet found a little bit to relief