I'm sorry for all the mess ups that tend to be developed, And I know you must be fed up, Cuz I set you back everytime you try to take a step up, I know you stare in the mirror when it's hard to keep your head up, And I know you just wish life could be sped up, Cuz for you it seems the devil won't let up, It's true I see that he never do, You feel like jumping out the plane with no parachute, Falling hard on whoever tries to pressure you, Guess you writing with a side of your mind you never use, Damn I guess you could say I am, When this pain inside dies I'll try again, I'm sorry I ain't heard that from nobody, I feel like I have a soul just with no body, All these voices in my head I got my own army, Never showed up for class, I'm so tardy, That last line you won't catch that, Society is class and I'm way past that, What society tried to mold me into they can have that, Cuz what society tried to mold me into I'mma laugh at that, Then I'mma snap while wearing a snap back, Leave reality then watch me snap back like I never left, While the bags on my eyes get deeper like I never slept, You and I are two that have never met, Better yet we have, In my mind I met you in rehab, With a deep conversation over coffee, That's when I began to feel weak in my lower body, And I realized I was stabbing myself, Attacking myself, And dragging myself, Begging and pleading for help, But no one really cares so I asked myself, But I got no answer, Trying to yell but it feels like I got throat cancer, And my chest begins to beat like it's been hit with a hammer, Then I died, I'm sorry no happily ever