that was early as fuck in the morning I'm calling your phone off the hook but I think that my number is blocked so I'm leaving your house and I'm sure that the door wasn't open but I don't know if it was locked fuk it I deal with it later I'm at the neighbors house I'm still in the car they just got and I really don't give a fuck a dish it right or wrong now that you gone you with all that I got I can admit it been a minute since I've been into this honestly I kind of changed but the pain that I'm dealing with got me feeling like I'm back in the box and everything is strange that ain't a good enough reason to leave I used to be the one you wanted to marry but as soon as she hit the fan you abandoned your plans and then stranded your family I aint these other suck cuz I'm a motherfuker if I let you walk out of my life and I give me a goddamn explanation my patience is gone I ain't feeling alright I've been to the pain the suffer the rain that motherfuking 10th we had in the woods I went to prison you went back to Marcus and I got out and still treated you good hook: I just want to see you walk to the door I can't help a feel like I'm alone even though I'm surrounded there's no way to run from the past every memory sending me straight to the bottle I'm Downing I hope that you happy cuz I can't seem to get you out of my mind which is cool when you hear except now every time that I see you with a dream and I hate waking up because you never there sometimes I think of the good times but all it a good time to lead to the