pulling against the undertoe of life grabs tight has its way with u dragging u across the rocky ground all the sound seems get ripped from ya unable to speak unable scream while it tears u apart up at the seams ur sinking not enough oxygen in the brain to keep u thinking clearly its merely a diversion to keep ur mind off whats important magic curtain concealing whats there invisible Vail placed over ur eyes hides whats in plain sight all the while scream out in pain but nobody's there give you a hand to pullq you out panic now about to drown cant escape every move u make closer to check mate find ur self counting down the days getting hit with countless waves over an over cant find peace not even with sleep will u get the release u been hoping n wishing for dreaming an praying for each day u finally drowning from ur problems drowning from ur fear searching for an answer that never seems to be there just hoping things will get clear able to see again able to breath again able to believe theres More to life then just living it just making it each week clothes on ya back shoes on ya feet roof over ya head food up in ya belly is all u need please keep da bullshit to growing cabbage corn lettuce an carrots stuck regardless if ya want to or not be front seat in this ride until the day that cha die jump into action riding the waves that life continuously likes throws at cha heart attack status ill take a crack at it eather i succeed or die trying I'm done crying drowning in self loathing feels like my lifes frozen unable to move on from it watching the tide of life rise n plumit probably swim shore willing to move forward dreams can come true if ur willing to fight for them star aint so high just try and reach for them