why is this so sick n shit have a fit cuz im lit to lit to even sit and think about my life my girl . my son n my baby girl daised i think im going to hurl please listen to me im about to reach out and say i love you if yiu only knew what ive been through i would never wish you to walk a second in my shoes the boos grit even pants man thats whack i pronised id never touch that what the fack is wrong with my twisted head is it cracked nope im human pat myself on my back turn this beat n rhymes to my loved ones see my girl and my son one two three months idunno but for once i know as my heart beats its a strong pulse im not a flailing failure to this sick twisted life of nothingness fuck this im a mess dont test im not at my best my brain it goes so fast its insane as the drugs hit my veins starting to be sane ait no pain no gain haha and im a ficking cain d momma bear tay sarah my lil ones yall know that im saying or you giys still think im playing just saying spraying lies to hurt loved ones that cries cause i almost die i know as i lie hwre nowhere near that stage that state of mind im a kind gentlemen a friend a dad a best man for my bear where where is my bear . i cant hear i cant hear the fucking snare ok i dare this time sit and stare as my goofy father gave up on me out there im going to make a man out of myself do tell when i yell in your beer infected hell wtf you doing leaving abonding your kids . you brought us here hating on queers n the black hate is history and we cant go back to that so i shouldnt be ready to attack your fave non the less im going to lay this beat to a rest . now my quest