truth be told life is boring i get many things worry me like my head is exploding wats wrong with me y is my life so bad y do I feel like d world is over wen am I going to stop being suicidal wen am I going to be me wen am I going to be able to say I have made it wen would my thoughts leave me alone just wen I have alot on my mind bt my music Kip's me going oh my dad WTF Is going on where are u dad where is mum too my life is as if i am trapped fuckk where are my siblings am scared I fight with d demons everyday bt my father in heaven is always with me d love I had was little d betray I got was much d suicidal thoughts am having is all resolving to one thing kill Urself one is closed up like my life is dead who would save me I don't know bt I feel warm with u lord