I've returned, thanks for the support as I was gone. Hopefully I've gotten better since then. Lyrics It's been a long time. I've been away, a lot has changed and I noticed a phase. All my friends went their separate ways. Looking back at it now, just the good ol' days. I lost that girl, she was better away. It was primitive lust, and that's okay. She's with him these days an old friend from Wolf Gang. A comedian now, on open mic stage. I'm "the mutual friend" that unusual trend, told at every set. It's ceaseless regret. But honestly it's fine, they good together alright. Especially with his past, I'll pass down pussy and laugh. That entire time with her, I was mentally ill. BiPolar II, phases, egos, still had a thrill. Who would of guest those were the last days of seeing those friends, at let we were blazed. I've got to say, some perspectives are strange. Don't feel like good terms are left from half of Wolf Gang. One dogg checks up on me, to make sure I am fine, to know that I'm still alive, to remember good times. I appreciate you homie, that's been on my mind. everyone moved away, these been depressing times. Since you last heard me, I got really depressed, introvert type shit, college giving me stress. I started off clean, cause I quit for my dad. Everything weighed me down, don't know why I was sad. I lost my passion, my will, my faith. Don't know where the hope went. I looked like I was okay. I was hinding behide a mask at work, in class. And I have no one right now, Because I keep to myself. Yet I knew one day, there'll be a change where I turn life around, own it and be okay. Often face challenges, give it my all. No matter what I face either big or small. A little time went by, I started feeling better. Its winter break now Havin horrible weather. And of out of all shit, push comes to shove, about lost my father fucking heart attacks suck. We all okay, We seen better days. I'm alright now. I survived my phase. I've been self medicating, for a bit of time. I know it's wrong but it freed my mind. It got me here today, and I'm glad to say I found that hope, passion and faith. I made a new friend we got passion for music big dreams, and plans Life pact, don't lose it Pray for some power, we know to never abuse it. Be thankful to get it, don't stress out if we misuse it. So now that I'm back, imma find my way, gonna climb to the top, Blast off and fly away. Try my best each day, enjoy the seconds that past. Live every moment as if it were the last. peace and prayers for my homies and anyone by my side. Respect to anybody who thinks I can shine. And to any of you, with a similar dream. Strive for that shit, and make hella green. Take it from me, you don't need lots of skill, just love what you do, be the king of your hill. Don't give up, you should always be trying. If it seems it don't work, you're probably denying.