AlllDay

4 years ago

ok look my life isn't a book for you to read, it's alot more like something you need, to watch and learn to now how to get burned by the system to which we all livein I hate the way my depression consumes me. it evem makes it difficult to breathe, I'm surrounded my the dope, as I sniff another up my nose all my family do is lose hope abd it shows when a man is down and out who's around when all i feel is doubt i love my son AA and lil A. but i cant promise ill be here another day I'm feeling my life slightly fade when she's not beside meh i keep pushing like nothing wrong i can't talk to no one. so i put it into a song. hopefully no one sings along. im out time. ive lost my dime. with every white line it seems like a waste of fine..... memories is all i have. but all thos memories made me sad. although i am happy to be a dad. but I'm incomplete. like a bike show that no one comes to the meet. sad to say but to woman I'm just a piece of meat. once I fine the right woman i feel as of theyll cheat. my past is filled with empty ambition. makes me go back and cook in the kitchen. did i forget to mention. the situations i put myself is only damaging my health abd now i cannot gain no wealth. not once have i ever felt content, because of the problems my past that i cannot deal with. no ones down to ride for or with me. is why even in a full room my hearts still empty....