so mad at myself.. why I'm grabn my belt whippin my own ass it's got bad N ot having no help. lifestyle lessons commin so fast at me making me wanna go back To old habits that I have not actually dealt; with yet nope not at this very moment dont. pass go n get ya money just go back to jail. oh man I know it shows that I know that so well Ya know that with me its already dope, gotta be, not talkin to no one I haven't known since way back in 93 stories from ya past travel so fast creep up on ya ass and when they sneak up the fact that you don't see a gat pointing 9mm's right at ya head means that they got a bat in their hand holding it behind their back so many lack respect and knowledge how many skulls that they have actually cracked cleaned up bloody messes wiped up the splatters from the aftermath that came from truth that they knew was a matter of fact. you can ask Daniel he has seen first hand when pig with a badge, sets up a trap and then catches a rat threats not to send em back dont ask dont tell please let us get back to only rappin spoken facts we speak of when we feel like ttellin stories bout the past As well As the hell that by my my own hand my whole family has felt. let's just be real please can we at least keep it that way