Dear mama I really miss you Dear mama I really miss you I swear to God I'm traumatized yeah x2 rip if you're died cause what I know is that you lied yeah you promised to search for a better place, Yeah you left me searching for you instead of me Studying Yeah I'm struggling I need a life I gat a girl how I can I give her a ring without you 18 years waiting you would come back .yeah Maybe it's today or tomorrow I don't know I'm here surrounded with people challenging how I think I thought i feel better if time passes If you really care for me where you at then I gat your pic in my room and it kills me but I don't need a picture I need a real thing are you Dead or Alive now relationship is something that will never have I'm sick and tired of waiting why do I feel like I lost something that I never had I hate the way I remember you I was 1 year now I'm turning 19 i always pray that you come home safe and if you gone then rip I used to think that life chooses who to make happy Ever since I started growing up I always feel pain Your son is turning to a star why would you leave your property behind ain't you growing old who will take care of you cause what I know is that you only gat one child and that's me You and Dad made me hate Life I was an angel Now I gat no wings I wish I was born from different people and not you ish it's okay mama if you won't read but just wanna let you know that I Heart you Bye mom