yeah they say that there's an afterlife but I can't tell because the one we call God is avoiding me well but I can't tell if I'm going to go into flames of hell or if I'm going to see the light but anyway when I still hold this mic I'm not going to die unknown like the darkness above the man we call God if he's real then why can't we see him with our own two eyes and everybody says God will bring you greatness but honestly that's a bunch of lies but we can't just sit here and pretend that death isn't among all of us but when I hit that grave imma see the flames of hell cuz there's no light to find I seen it all and every time I wake up there's another call and I've been trying to call God lately but he won't pick up the phone so I guess it's just a blank call but you know we're all going to die someday but I'ma be the one who dies as one of the deepest MCS out there and a lot of people act like they're scared but that doesn't faze me because I've been talking with the devil lately and he said life's going to be great but then and that same damn sentence he says that you're going to have to give up your soul and burn in hell after you die and I've done that no lie I've been trying to pray to God but everyday I wake up with a nod cuz I'm so scared that when I die I'm not going to be remembered but that doesn't change my message and that don't change my motto because if I die I'm going to live a true life and everybody out there lives a true lie but honestly I'm probably going to die in my room with a bottle of malt liquor and a 45 cuz I can't take this no longer the god has been avoiding me for years and I'm stuck with open tears and several fears but everybody says you're supposed to fear God but he hasn't said shit so maybe its him actually who fears me i don't know the answer i just want to see it clearly im sick of all these fucking prayers because they don't do shit but we beg to this man asking why is there pain why is there heart breaks💔 and how many times do we have to cry