I've been feeling pain wanted to put 10 shots in my brain felt like I was going to die thinking one day thinking that I will get another try at life and never die. I always felt like I was that kid who didn't give a fuck who always got huged i was never pushed and shoved. but know since I found myself I've been broken down never to get back and been left upon the ground to sit there alone to never be found. that women tour me down I should have new it from the start to never trust her with me heart. I should have never trusted any women with my heart I should have been smart and played my cards right but I failed lost the one thing I loved she rushed her way out of my life and it's all my fault and now I wanna get struck by a lightning bolt yea snuck