●Sometimes you search for love Sometimes it finds you And you never expect it Make ya feel real brand new You finally found true love Feel like you cant live without Overwhelming emotions And not a shred of doubt Then all of a sudden U wake up and it's gone Love ran off to get high And it all goes wrong Feels like getting hit by train Stomach turns and heart weighs a ton Emotional and physical pain While love is out getting spun Love is out playing games Love is destroying my heart But love wont leave my heart I am falling apart I dont want to lose this love It's the happiest I've ever been I'll never give up for this love I dont want to lose it again Am I stupid? Or am i mad? All i know is without him I'm sad Without him I'm miserable Knowing he touched someone else Killed me inside, and scarred my soul I could never! I couldn't fathom! I still couldn't, my heart is full! It could only belong to him I thought he felt the same This whole thing is driving me insane I feel betrayed I feel scared I feel so sad But I miss him And I want him back *this is heart attack •my soul has been beaten, I'm having a heart attack, I've been defeating, but I'm not loved back I can't believe you tricked me, u ain't the man you said you'd be, u fucked up, so you flee, cuz u knew I would see, who u turned out to be. I'm not gonna lie, I still love you, cried til my face turned blue, it's TRUE, I fucking fell hard for you,but I'm a still act brand new, trying to forget you, but you wont get tf outta my head, every I love you ya said, it's all fucking dead, I'm tired of being sad, I'm broken and I'm mad, anger is what held me together, thru all this I weathered, I've gathered, that I'm a rose Feather