i question my purpose I think i need help but i'll never admit i know that I'm stubborn I struggle with trust man it's been a long road weights on me cuz carry the load all in my bag i came from the rags stealing clothes man I took off the tags never had what the next nigga had single momma never had no damn dad cuz I got nightmares I swear they feel so real they chase me in the night my nigga I need time to heal I guess nobody cares nobody ever there painkillers for this pain but this pain still always there (i got theese nightmares ) theese nightmares yeahh (pause ) I'm praying to God so i hope that he hear me i struggle with pain but this burden to heavy i juggle emotions my heart never steady (sing)niggas try me bro just know that I'm ready my heart is cold yeah been like that since kid nobody knows yeah the things I face it made me broken cuz i never undestood why people leave u when u was there for them gotta choose yo people closely always have keep guard up just in case they lie again thats life sometimes I wanna quit but never can thats just who I am stress is on my mind building on my thoughts bout to let it go but it's these nightmares nesayh never leave room never hit the party's never go outside always can't decide and people always think " Omar never struggle " he ain't got no problems " I bleed like the rest strive to be the best stacking up prayers wipe away tears gotta kill my fear erase it make it clear feel it when it's near a better year