wow here it goes the pain coming at me my day ruined. my hearts broken this cant be true I'm dreaming o have to be this cigarette smoke is killing I'm choking tears are flowing Down my face I'm in a bad shape .I cant picture u not here . pop I know you gone and u in a better place but life without was my biggest fear you wasnt just a man you was the man I looked up too I could never fill your shoes or be you I hope you watch over me in everything I do I'm taking ur memories to my grave I hope.to be half the man u was for me you taught how to live life and always be brave solid as can be and so true to all I wish I was better I wish I never let u down who's gunna pick me now if I fall who's going to have my back now you not around. who's gunna keep our family together I never thought youd leave I thought you was inventsoble now your gone you've left me forever I can't see or hear your kind words now your invisible I know u gunna watch after me see that your family stays strong when you reach those through those gates give a kiss to nanny tell I miss her I'll see yall again it wont that long. I love you